I still surprise myself.. often. Here I am riding a bike into work... I feel the wind in my hair and my bag on my back, I'm still a little nervous in traffic, but I'm lucky it's only a short ride deviod of any really busy roads, and I can hardly believe this is me, I'm that person, riding a bike to work. I'm that person who got up at 6am and went for a run! I'm that person who can hardly believe those smaller clothes sizes actually fit, no longer finding change rooms the nightmare they used to be.
But I still know that feeling of how insurmountable it can all seem, in the larger scheme of things 20 months has flown by unbelievably fast. Yet looking down that barrel at the beginning just the idea of a year seemed so far, such a long road to take.
I know not everyone likes the comments, frankly I do! :D I'm being honest, it's pointless for me to deny it. So for me I'm trying to enjoy those little things that mean something to me, like how I feel when I'm riding the bike, or that extra push I get when I'm running downhill (it feels so much better after running up a hill), or the fact that I'm lucky and healthy enough to actually do those things.